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| Official Movie Poster for Suzume no Tojimari (Source : Comix Wave Films) |
Movie Information
| Title | : Suzume no Tojimari (Suzume) |
| Release Year | : 2022 |
| Director & Writer | : Makoto Shinkai |
| Studio | : CoMix Wave Films |
| Music | : RADWIMPS feat. Toaka |
| Ratings | : IMDb: 7.8/10 · MyAnimeList: 8.3/10 · Rotten Tomatoes: 95% Audience |
| Genre | : Fantasy, Adventure, Drama |
| Duration | : 122 minutes |
Ever had a movie scene etch itself into your memory? One that resurfaces unexpectedly, like when you're lost in thought or simply opening your front door? For me, that scene is from Suzume. It’s not an explosive action sequence, but a quiet moment: a girl before an ancient wooden door in a crumbling ruin. The air crackles, an eerie light seeps from beneath. I remember sitting in the theater, a catch in my breath, thinking, "This is what fear and wonder intertwined feel like."
Such is the profound impact of Makoto Shinkai’s Suzume. It elevated a simple door into something both sacred and terrifying. More profoundly, this film, particularly Suzume’s encounter with her younger self, offered an unexpected path to confronting my own buried memories. Let me explain.
When a Door Became a Harbinger of Danger
I've always been drawn to doors, seeing them as symbols of new beginnings, new spaces. But Suzume completely inverted this perspective. In this film, doors aren't about entry; they're about preventing something from escaping.
I'll never forget Suzume and Souta’s first discovery of one. It simply stood there, in the middle of a dilapidated building, as if it belonged. The animation brought it to life so vividly, you could almost smell the damp wood. When that unsettling red light began to emanate, and the ground trembled, a genuine chill ran through me. It wasn’t a cheap jump-scare; it was a deep, primal dread—the fear of the very ground beneath your feet giving way.
It was then I understood: these aren't mere fantasy portals. They are potent metaphors for trauma, specifically Japan’s collective experience with earthquakes. Disaster always looms, just beyond a fragile barrier. And the only way to contain it is to turn the key, acknowledge the threat, and deliberately, consciously, seal it away. Post-film, I found myself gazing at old, disused doors differently. What memories, what sorrows, were others hiding behind their own closed doors?
The Journey to Close the Doors: A Modern Pilgrimage
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| First Appearance of The Disaster Door (Source: Suzume no Tojimari (2022), directed by Makoto Shinkai, © CoMix Wave Films.) |
Suzume’s odyssey across Japan felt less like an adventure and more like a spiritual journey. Each door resided in a place time had forgotten: a ghost town, an abandoned school, a defunct amusement park. These were once vibrant places, now silent witnesses to loss.
A profound melancholy permeated these locations, prompting me to reflect on the places in our own lives haunted by memory. The park where a final conversation took place. The old home we can’t bear to revisit. These are our personal "ruins." And sometimes, true healing requires the courage to return to them, not to dwell in the past, but to finally close the door on the pain attached to it. Suzume’s mission taught me that closure isn't about forgetting; it’s an act of reverence for the past and a commitment to safeguarding the present.
The Heart-Shattering Moment: Confronting the Inner Child
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| Suzume meets her younger self in Ever-After realm. (Source: Suzume no Tojimari (2022), directed by Makoto Shinkai, © CoMix Wave Films.) |
But she doesn’t just find a door. She finds herself. A tiny, four-year-old Suzume, lost, bewildered, and weeping for a mother who will never return.
This scene utterly broke me. It’s one of the most exquisite and heartbreaking portrayals of self-healing I’ve ever witnessed. Teenage Suzume doesn’t arrive as a heroic rescuer. She kneels. She approaches her younger self with astonishing tenderness. And she does something that brought me to tears: she offers no empty platitudes. She doesn’t say “It’s okay,” because in that moment, for that little girl, it is decidedly not okay.
Instead, she offers a gift. The worn, three-legged chair—the last tangible vestige of her mother’s love. And she speaks the most potent truth: “You will grow up. You will meet many people who will love you.”
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| Suzume give her younger self the yellow chair. (Source: Suzume no Tojimari (2022), directed by Makoto Shinkai, © CoMix Wave Films.) |
This isn’t about altering the past. It’s about comforting it. It’s about your present, wiser self reaching back to your most wounded self and providing the compassion you once desperately needed. It’s about weaving that pain into your narrative, not allowing it to define you, but acknowledging it as an integral part of who you are.
As someone who has wrestled with past versions of myself, this moment was a revelation. We often flee from past mistakes or sorrows, ashamed of who we once were. But Suzume urges us to turn, face that younger self, and extend a hand. To say, “I see your pain. I carry it with me. And because of you, I am who I am today.”
The Door I Finally Closed
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| Not erasing the memory, just closing the right door. (Source : Author) |
Watching Suzume became an intensely personal experience. It made me confront a "door" I had left ajar for years—an old regret, a failure I relentlessly replayed in my mind. It was my own small "disaster," constantly threatening to destabilize me whenever I recalled it.
The film didn’t magically resolve it, but it provided a new framework. Days later, I tried something simple yet profound: I visualized meeting that younger version of myself, not in words on a page, but in my own imagination. I pictured his face, his fear, and the weight he carried. Instead of turning away, I chose to sit with him, acknowledge his pain, and let him know that he was not alone.
That act of visualization of compassion in silence felt like gently closing the door. The memory remains, but now it no longer disturbs my peace.
Now, whenever I close the door of my house, I sometimes pause. I reflect on Suzume’s resolve, on her quiet courage. And in that pause, I feel a little stronger, a little more willing to face the doors in my own life not with dread, but with the quiet determination to keep them closed, or to finally open those that lead to healing.
A Film That Endures
Suzume transcends being merely a film about sealing magical doors. It’s a story about the bravery required to confront one's past. It’s about understanding that healing isn't an instantaneous miracle; it’s a deliberate, gradual process of turning the key, one door at a time.
The credits rolled, but Suzume’s journey lingered with me. Now, whenever I close a door—be it the front door of my house or even a cabinet—I sometimes pause. I reflect on Suzume’s resolve. I think of her compassion. And I feel a little braver, a little more prepared to face the doors in my own life, not with dread, but with the quiet determination to keep them closed, or to finally open those that lead to healing.
What About You?
(Source: Suzume no Tojimari (2022), directed by Makoto Shinkai, © CoMix Wave Films.)
I've shared my story, but I'm eager to hear yours. Did Suzume prompt you to consider a "door" in your own life? Or did another moment in the film deeply resonate with you? Perhaps Daijin’s loneliness or Souta’s unwavering dedication? Let’s discuss it in the comments. Sometimes, sharing how a story touches us is the first step toward closing our own doors.
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